It’s Saturday, November 3rd – exactly one month ago. I’ve planned this trip for days. Should I visit this weekend or should we meet next weekend – somewhere halfway between us? We go back and forth. My youngest daughter gets sick and I stay home from work on Thursday. I … Read the rest
Author Archives: mayifeelsaidhe
Namaste
My brother has a brother-in-law who considers himself a Buddhist. We see each other a few times a year – generally major holidays and the occasional birthday party. I wont speak to his “faith” but it seems to require little more than a vague belief in “spirituality” and inner peace. … Read the rest
Friendship
A lot of books, like a lot of movies, leave me … emotional. “Charlotte’s Web” was one such book. I was nine when I read it and I distinctly remember crying at the end. I heard on the radio yesterday, E.B. White could barely get through the final passages during … Read the rest
Just Like Honey
… like a wave of warm tingly honey slowly pulsing out of the back of my brain and down my spine.
From as far back as I can remember I’d get this feeling periodically. I told my mom about it when I was a kid and she became concerned. I … Read the rest
January 7, 2011
She is the third person we’ll interview for a new position at work. My rule of thumb is to search for some sign that I can get along with this person. Do they have a sense of humor? Do they understand sarcasm? Are they interesting? Do we have something in … Read the rest
When We Two Parted
In secret we met—
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?—
With silence and tears.… Read the rest
La Douleur Exquise
“The exquisite pain of wanting someone that you know you can never have, and knowing that you will still try to be with them.”
Don’t I know it.… Read the rest
Breathe
Sometimes I need to turn off my brain. Take a moment. Breathe. Admire the world around me. Smell the smells. Feel the textures. Admire the colors and the shapes. Taste the flavors, savor the sweetness … and accept the bitterness.… Read the rest